why am i doing this

Okay, Welcome to the website 2026

This started as a way to spew my feelings into the real world, some time ago.

an easy way to put my thoughts and feelings out there, in a non permanent way. cheaper than therapy, despite paying for that too. an excuse for me to contemplate my feelings, in way that is marginally outside my own head.

well recently realized that I hadn't been posting for a while, and thought about cancelling my website name thingy. unfortunately, forgot to do that and was charge again for another year or something. so for now, i post again.