take risks and to chase life

The only way we can get through this thing called life is to actively participate in.

I would hope that life would be easy. i struggle to take risks and to chase life. I am going with the flow lately and I think it might be killing me.

I am at the point in life once again where I feel slightly stuck and I want to run away. I can't ever keep doing the same thing. i need change. i need for the basic and wonderful things of life to be how I spend my days. however few they may be.